I’ve written this 100 times, and 100 times I’ve missed the mark. There truly are no words. No words to express the constant mix of emotions, frequent mood shifts, and feelings of two opposing emotions at the same time. No words to express what losing a child really feels like. No words to express the immense gratitude we feel to those who surround us with love and support day in and day out. This past year, I have learned more than I ever wanted to know in this lifetime. I ha